mind vs heart

keadaan hati ketika ini?

k.o.s.o.n.g

really?

not empty act but t.e.r.r.i.b.l.e

why?

can i call it as a i.n.n.e.r c.o.n.f.l.i.c.t?

u shudnt think about sumting too hard. too much. it is not good for ur healt, for ur mind.
and u shud have thought about it before u made ur decision.
yeah. its true. i have thought about it. and i shud realize that i have to sacrifice many things after i have made my decision. and this is it.
there is thing that beyond ur mind. that we can't reach. that we can't expect. so many things!
and that our responsibility to face it. to settle it up. n learn how to manage it.
positive thinking is the best way! n never follow ur heart membuta tuli.
bak kata pepatah "ikut kata hati mati"

p/s : i am emo type girl. so?